तुम बिन जीवन कैसे बीता …पूछो मेरे दिल से….

 Hello My dear…,

How are you doing? Wondering that why I am writing to you after a long gap??😊

I may be writing to you after a pause, but our souls converse every day…. & What a beautiful conversation we indulge in…!😊

But today I thought I will write to you my love, as sometimes what we want to say, may not say…But may write…..!

It has been a year my friend…And it seems like “Kal ki baat”…, When I heard that devastating news, and everything changed in that very moment….!!!! It shattered me in bits & pieces…!

People  say that time is a great healer,but no it is not….You never over come with that loss and that void is never filled, but somehow  you learn to live with that..& slowly that becomes your strength…& You are able to cope with….!

You know that I am a Law Graduate now…It was you who insisted to pursue…,how you encouraged me…And 5 days before my 5th Semester Exams, you bid farewell to this imperfect world…!

I was so grief stricken that I thought to drop, but it was you who forced me to go ahead, I remember crying while attempting my question papers…But some how I sailed it through because you were there for me, though not physically, but  I could feel your aura around me….!

And the day I cleared my final semester, I cried and laughed at the same time….I did it  Sweetheart…I did it…My heart murmured…I dedicated my Law Degree to you…!😊

I still smell you …I still listen to you…Your jokes still make me laugh like crazy ….Only one thing I could not do again & that is I could not Sip our Red wine again, it was our thing, I can’t and I could not do it without you….!!!

Your memories are so vivid and I move forward with them….No doubt I miss your physical presence terribly…But our souls are connected & that is enough…!

I love you dear and will always do…,

And I sum up saying it again: “Tum bin jeewan kaise beeta, poocho mere dil se…!

Be happy till I meet you again 😊

Yours Always…..!💐💐