🪷🪷…..DETACHED…….🪷🪷

I watched the peaks of Himalaya from the window of bus, I was travelling in. They seemed quite near, not too high, and easily conquerable.

 My feelings were deep and real, as also full of confidence . Since almost 30 years of my present life, these feelings are a joyful booster and have made my journey enjoyable. I have always labelled myself as a detached soul.

Soon I also will be at the peak. After all, many have already done so. Its just a matter of time. Its going to be quite a smooth journey.  

Alas!!! How wrong I was?

As you reach nearer, deeper you can see. Just like the working of a magnified glass. Now you see what you didn’t see before. Now you feel the real mountains. Now you touch them. Walk on them. Sometimes even walk into them. And, there is much more to them than your naked eye could see. They are a new world, way more vast than you ever imagined.

Friends, self purification akka spiritual journey, is also very similar. As you start to peal off, newer layers start to show up.

I simply have no idea as to how to move ahead. Hence the path of Surrender best suits me.

The ongoing sri suktam sadhana has created an aura for me also ( the non-participant) to derive out of it what might be my requirement. 

For yagya, I visualise myself sitting besides Swamiji, on the other side of His yagya kund. It doesn’t hamper your view to see HIM, as the front view is clear. 😍😍😍😍 . For chanting, I have chosen a corner of Swamiji’s Living Room. This way HE can keep a close watch on m🤩🤩.

🥰कुल्ली पाई असाँ राह दे विच तेरी

के आंदा जांदा तकदा रहीं 🥰 .

Whatever टूटी फूटी chanting here and there , whatever pinchful of ahuti in the yagya, with whatever energy I have – all is samarpit समर्पित unto your divine feet 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

Yes, I am detached…. 🥰

Hari Bol❤❤❤