Appreciation Post for My Mama!

It’s been more than two months since my mama passed. It’s true that we realize someone’s importance after they are no more with us. My mama and I were both in a car accident and suffered from Spinal Injury. His injury was way more severe than mine. I did recover a lot but he didn’t. He faced a lot of hurdles in his journey to recovery. He was the bravest I know. Despite these many problems he was still smiling. Sometimes, we lost hope that he’ll live, but he still fought and came out bravely. But this time it happened unexpectedly when everything was going fine and he was recovering. 

He was the most positive person I have ever seen. He always had a smile on his face. Whenever he used to hug us warmly it always lifted up my mood. I feel bad that I didn’t visit him more often. I used to go to the exercise center in front of his house but after the exercises, I used to get so tired that directly after that I used to go home. Maybe I should have tried and gone to see him. He wanted to celebrate my birthday with me but I stayed home that day. But still, how wonderful he used to be, he video called me and gave me a flying kiss. It was soo cute! 

I always imagined from the starting that both he and I will get better and go on trips. I never once thought that he will not be with us anymore. When he left we were like why did this happen he was recovering. But my Mami said as strong as she is always that it was better for him he was in so much pain. We shouldn’t be selfish. He is not in pain anymore and is resting in peace. I’ll miss him.

Sometimes life doesn’t go the same way how we want it to be. So we should be ready for every hurdle we are going to face cause that’s how God is testing us and making us strong day by day. 

Jai Shree Shyam! Jai Shree Hari!