Bag of Expectations

Expectation – A strong belief that something will happen or be the case

Sometimes I think about why I am carrying this expectation in my life. Who is deciding and assigning this bag of expectations, and on what basis? Is it really me, society, our peers, or my parents? If it is really me then why it is so hard to accept it? Part of me says that yes go and conquer that expectation. You are the only one to do it, you were born to do this only and that should be your goal, then the other half says just look at the size of the universe and then think does nature really care if you fulfill that or not. How do I differentiate between what thoughts are mine and what have been put there from outside which have grown into this huge expectation from me. Am I confusing responsibility and expectations? I do not know.

Let us take this imaginative scenario. What if, for one month, I did not have any identity, no name, no background or past, nothing. What will I be doing? What things will I do from morning until night? I do not have any answers, but i will still keep searching and hope that the divine will guide me.

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