Being Loved

Love flows in the veins of living. It is simple and naive. There is no condition and no question when there is love. Accept the love that is not bounded, that has no questions and answers. For what is love that can not be lived?

Can not force the heart to stop loving, can not tell right or wrong to the feeling which is emerging. Pain covers love sometimes, pain is inexplicable. There is no right, no wrong. But love should be right, always. My heart knows how to love right, it doesn’t know how to make things right. It beats, it is simple and it accepts love. It yearns for love.

No, I cannot be aloof and act disjoint of my body, mind and soul. My heart is aligned with the three and with the other realms as well. It speaks one simple language throughout. It wants easy, simple, right and forever. What can not be, can not be. It accepts even that. Sometimes strong, sometimes weak like a baby; needing a hand to hold it and support its existence.

It is learning to support itself regardless of the world outside and the turmoil inside. It is very naive, babylike. I often am concerned to test its limits and when I say am, it is the mind. The mind which takes the decisions all the time doesn’t feel necessary to ask questions, it wants to seek answers. It wants to go on quests and experience the highs and often lands in the lows.

I know what I want, I know if I don’t find myself that I will be alright. I have always been. I am just afraid to keep testing my heart’s limits and the endless love and acceptance it has for me! It is the source of energy, the guiding channel, the doer and the decider.

I am in love and I am full of love. I deserve the love which stays and can be fearless just like me. I want no conditions, no questions, it should come naturally and have the strength of the Himalayas to stand the test of time and the courage of the Ganges to flow through tough terrains and find its ways from millions of hurdles and roadblocks to the eternal sea of being in love, riding the waves for thousands of miles without caring for what is and what will be. I am in love, I am love.

What you seek, is seeking you. What you deserve is waiting for you. What you do is bringing you closer to your destination, while you experience this journey with an open heart. There is no time to be sad, the pain will fade away one more time. You are the beauty of being and the pillar of piousness. Be your own light, your own forever love.  

Peace