Oh!!!

a sense of guilt…….

Why I didn’t sit to pray!!!!!

Why I am so irregular….

How can I take it so easy…

Worst  still is that mind is laughing at me.

It says…..

“I know that even now onwards you won’t be consistent!!!!!.

Inconsistency in praying,

indiscipline in daily routine…..

Its 55 years and you hardly   took an  early  morning bath ever, hardly did regular morning prayers by sitting in front of an altar. You have not learnt it till now, how will you ever learn it now at a ripe age of 55…. “

The list of impurities is endless and scope of improvement tremendous.  

Getting rid of our deep rooted habits and tendencies is not a cake walk.  Whenever I tried, I mostly failed.

But……  but, the good part of story is that transformation may still take place.  It does happen…..on its own…. yes…. somewhat automatically.  I have experienced it. 

When, ultimately, Grace starts to desend,  then things start to  change for better.   Nature has  its own ways to bring transformation and improvement.  Those may be tough ways but the ways of Universe are  unparalleled.  It brings in lasting  changes, not leaving any scope of falling again.

Just have faith, keep doing sincerely whatever little you can and leave the rest  to  God.

Grace transcends in many different forms. Generally, the Mind may consider it as our misfortune, or a great loss, or a difficult situation, deep suffering, some spine breaking stuff (disease),  but, believe me, such situations open an entirely new  arena (आयाम).  Especially on our internal front, it works like what a surgery is for body. All those very tough circumstances help us get rid of the deep rooted impurities.  Else,  vices don’t leave us  easily. 

Its my ongoing experience that when the yearning to improve is SINCERE, and PURE, and TOTAL, and you find it hard to improve yourself  with self-efforts, then  Nature brings together Its forces to cleanse you. to re-adorn you, deck you up.😊

And how to define that “SINCERITY, PURITY” –  any mind can ask. 

Well our heart knows it all😊😊😊. Yes it does. 

 

Jai Shri Hari 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹