Char Kadam

Bin kuch kahe

                 Bin kuch sune

Hatho mai hath liye

       char kadam bas char kadam

Chal do naa sath mere…….

I was sitting alone facing the mountains yesterday . It was at around 4pm. Suddenly the song came into my mind. And I started singing. I visualized your face. I followed the voice of the singer Shaan and I sang . For a moment I was feeling that particular love. As I was singing and looking at the mountains , the mountain with its lush green trees  was witnessing my love. It was for You Master. I found how pure and full of love those lines are. How wonderful it would be to walk with You in the silence!!!! Tears fell. I got emotional.  May be some pain also came out from heart. Love is painful. Because it has detachments.  You say divine love doesn’t hurt. But what about Radha and Meera? Was the life completely peaceful for them? I dont know. May be you witnessed them like mountain.   You know better, always.  In the morning  while I was just taking long long walk and chanting , suddenly my eyes went to the bed side of giri ganga. I saw a devotee who was in her meditation pose , wearing red. Quite sometime passed. I continued with my chanting.  Then suddenly I saw her got up and she started to dance.She was dancing in full bhav. As if You are there in front of her. She was  Meera. She was Radha. She was love. She has that samarpan. I witnessed it. Pranaam to her divine expression .Then she bowed. Everything was beautiful.  So beautiful that even I could see her love and that feeling in my eyes and heart. 

         Today we finished the 10th yagyan and on our way to 11th . You said a beautiful story of Maharshi Ved Vyas and Shuka muni.. Really strange the story was. How great Shuka muni is. What must be His tapasya? I am feeling envy. The ego of I is with everyone.  The answers of the Apsaraas to Ved Vyas indicates all the answers to human being. It was not meant for Vyas only. The fight to overcome this awareness of knowing that you are man or woman revels that we are stuck somewhere and we must go beyond.

Then only there will not be any difference between Radha and Krishna.  There will be no separation between Sudama and Krishna.  They are one just like the mind and consciousness of Shuka muni.   Sat sat pranaam at your lotus feet.