So shattered since you left.

What hope is there for this heart bereft?

It’s a sentiment, not a narrative.

Your memory can’t be in words expressed.

Your being was like a seamless shade

From the scorching sun’s crest.

And now, I’m burning and adrift, with nowhere for myself to protect.

Once my own, you’re now forever gone.

You’re now forever gone.

Silence spoke so intensely

That unsaid words took form.

What time could never heal,

We let that darkness dawn.

Yearning for you in the dark,

With the moon in the night sky so stark.

This pain has made the heart frail.

Tears fall short for all I have borne.

All you meant, I understood.

No no, you never could.

In an ocean of all desired,

In a surge of words transpired,

The heart has been forsaken and alone

Forever gone.

Once my own, you’re now forever gone.

You’re now forever gone.

 

PS. I am at a loss of words at the loss of our beloved Swamiji. When I lost my father I was adopted by Swamiji in a matter of fewer than 10 days itself.

I can’t imagine behind that wide smile and a tight schedule he was going through so much. 

Swamiji I don’t have audacity/status/right  to say anything else at this time except “Take care, We/I  Love you”