Do I Even Deserve to Be a Dog.

Jai Shri Radhey Shyam!

Jai Shri Hari!

I offer my obeisance to the divine in you.

I don’t know what are you thinking after reading this title. May you’ll say to me to think positive, to love myself. But I know that all after realizing that all I’m saying this.

After writing last post on Maa Kali I was not able to write anything but by her grace I’m writing. What I want to say is that “Do I even deserve to be a loyal dog of Hari-Guru”?

Yes, A Dog, before telling you something, let me ask you something: “What is the behavior of a Dog?” 
Simply: Dog is an animal who is the true friend of his owner. If his owner or maybe anyone gives him a piece of food “Roti ka Tukada” he remembers him and without thinking much he is ready to sacrifice his life for that person. What a true  obedience a dog has. When I look at myself what I feel is that I’m not able to be a dog of Hari Guru. My Gurudev is loving me he gave me the holy Name of Hari, The Holy Mantra to chant and I’m not doing even that properly. If I do things like a dog, I follow my Guru, I follow Shri Hari, then definitely I’ll get some piece of food from Hari. Oh God “I don’t deserve to be a dog”. Hey Shri Hari! I’m yours, you are mine, when I’ll say this by my whole heart?

I’m not loving you completely even after realizing that You are mine only mine. Hey Hari! Please accept as your dog. I just want a piece of food from your divine hands and for that I’ll do sentry duty on the gate of your divine Palace. 

Oh Hari! Please accept me….

Sorry If I hurt someone’s feelings.

Jai Shri Radhey Shyam!

Jai Shri Hari!