Picking up calls at any time has been a way of life. No phone call goes unattended whatever be my state of mind. For there is a feeling that, that someone, may be in need of something and it’s my duty to take that call, listen and speak what is required.
Yet now in this journey of Self realisation, my heart is at a juncture, where it is hurt, empty and lost. It is seeking constant attention and is looking for an abundance of Self Love. It wishes to he heard and it wishes that it’s pain is acknowledged.
In such a state, when I recieved a call from one of those who constantly pour out to me, I accepted it as usual. Yet my conversation was half hearted and whatever I suggested to her situation was off track.
After the call was over and I sat back with my Self realising that my heart needs me more than anyone else. I will have to politely take a step back and send a prayer to My Mother Goddess to answer these calls through someone else.
My Self needs me more than anyone else and this is the time for me to break one more attachment and illusion – that I am needed in the lives of those who approach me when in distress. I am nothing and none have an indispensable need of my presence.
This wisdom has to be experienced and one more knot in the many entanglements to be freed now.
His Grace is maybe taking me there and I surrender to this intuition with my everything.
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