I Am Taking Care of Myself….

To keep myself busy in something that would cheer me up, I started to write on this platform.  This kept my otherwise ignorant mind, busy.  Writing has been a great stress buster.  Its a mood changer.  Some happy hormones do build up in brain which keeps me sane and going. 😊

In due course, I got to know about YouTube world.  It was no less than a fantasy to understand that any body and everybody can create a YouTube channel . Imagine someone who has struggled whole life for a simple two square meals is now told you may eat as much as you want.  It was a wonderful feeling.

This gave my otherwise low spirits, a boost. Of and on, my child like tendencies started popping out whenever mood was stable.

By trial and error method of self learning,  I successfully created a channel in my name.  Then started to use it as a store house of some small  videos and picture memories .

(Name is Anu at 55+)

Slowly, I learnt the functioning of YouTube platform. I noticed a few no. of views on my time pass activity. Slowly  there was an increase in no. of subscribers.  “SUBSCRIBERS” – this word caught my fancy.  30 –  40 – 49…And one fine day a well wisher sends me a Whattsapp message –  Anu Maa… I am your 50th subscriber.

This was the second booster dose for my withering self.  I noticed a fresh fresh freshness  sprang up in me. A happy hormonal push, so to say…. Rejuvination… 🌹

I decided to shun away my inhibitions and hesitations.  Without bothering myself with – “how so and so would react” or  “am I good at this job” – types of thoughts, I decided to go ahead.  I noticed that am enjoying this process of creating content.   “CONTENT” – one more magic word of social platforms. My Content started giving me contentment.😊  What a graceful gift of God!!!!

Of late, I have been creating some small shorts and recording stotras, bhajans and likes for my YouTube channel. I know they are simple and far below the technical standards. But more than this I  know it more deeply as to how satisfying is this for me. What type of boost/support my channel is for me is my very own, first hand experience.

So today, I decided to write my journey here as well.

Actually, its we ourselves who can choose the best for ourself. Isn’t it? Whatever keeps us going and kicking is worth a try. 

In spiritual words – ” at the end of day, its all but just a play. A small one inside the bigger one being played by Universe. 🥰

🌹Hari bol🌹

P. S.

Have a look here👇👇👇👇👇

https://youtube.com/channel/UCJSD6-T2j7Y0afkEE6op8xA

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