If I Could Bring You Back…!

My Dearest…,

I hope you are rejoicing there up.

Today is our 22 years of togetherness…!  

Since yesterday night I feel so restless, there were two dates you eagarly looked forward, with a childlike enthusiasm and love, my Birthday and the day we said Yes to each other…!

I remember my last Birthday with you, how I had a little argument that you are not on Time…And when you came all my anger Vanished as you were there smiling with My Favourite Cake and Red Roses…And you hugged me tight and mockingly said Still Angry..?? You know I got late because that regular Florist dint have Red Roses and you had to go bit further to find the one I loved…& You kissed me on my forehead and said “Happy Birthday” my Friend , My Soulmate..!.You made my day..And we had a beautiful evening with your Singing “Bar Bar din ye aaye…Bar bar dil ye gaaye..!😊

That was our last meeting before you left this imperfect world for your further journey….Leaving behind me and other stunned and broken….!!!

We were supposed to meet in December, and for Sure Today…I remember you saying..”Sweetheart Just make a list ..Whatever you wish ..This is our Special day and we will spend it the way you You wish…!”  Let me make my Girl so Happy!😊

These words keep on burning in my ears like a burning cinder…!!!

How we used to sit with a glass of red wine, and used to recall our first meeting, I always used to tease you that how you had completely ignored me..And did not even notice me, and how I was in awe after seeing you….Then our singing together…And your favourite on this occasion..” किसी राह में किसी मोड़ पर, कहीं चल न देना तू छोड़ कर..,मेरे हमसफ़र.. मेरे हमसफ़र..,not knowing that one day this song will haunt me and hurt my soul….!!!! We had our Small world…That was our refuge from all worries and tension, with you I never cried, without you I cry daily….,Holding on the fact that one day I will meet you again!

I know even you are missing me there and you want so much to be with me, with your hearty laughter…Be sure that I feel you …I know you will hold my hand and whisper…” I love you dearest”..❤️

And I will Hold you So tight and won’t let you go…..!!!!! 

Happy Love Anniversary dear….!

I read few lines and I dedicate this to you:

” The Sun Still rises in the east,

And darkness falls at Night,

But nothing now seems the same,

Each is day is not as bright,

The Birds still Sing,

The Flower grow,

And the breeze still whisper too,

But it will never be the same,

In this World without You,

It’s so sad that you had to go,

Your leaving caused such pain,

But you were very special  & Earth’s loss

Is Heaven’s Gain…,

Until we meet Again…!”

Suneeta.