Inside the Cave….

As i age , i experience a lot of thing. Some of you already crossed this situation. Some might be in my situation. I am not sure. Some days back i encountered a funny reel video in instagram. Yes.. it was made in comic way but humor aside, it has some important message. A lady is cooking in the kitchen and saying these dialogues of course in a melodramatic way.  Jo single hai woh dukhi hai, jo shadisudha hai woh bhi dukhi hai aur family walo ko toh pucho hi mat. Phir yaar agar sab dukhi hai toh zindegi ke maze kaun lut raha hai!!!!!!! Funny itvis right!, but if you focus on it then mostly its true.People say be positive. Be patient. Dont be disapointed n so many things. But as a lay man , as an ordinary soul it is so difficult. So can you go beyond attachment? It may take million life span. In struggling to be good, to be perfect or to be godly is it possible that we are loosing  the beauty!do these thouggts occur to you?  Has the world changed? I dont think so. Everything was there and will be there. Good and evil , lets put in this way. And the good ones always struggle. It seems the struggle is never ending.  Can pain be removed from mind!or ir can only be ignored and supressed! If there is karma then is it possible for any human to be perfect every moment!what about accidents? Sometimes i feel nothing is moving i am stuck..Chanting helps but only for that specific time.  Some days are very energetic and some days i feel like doing nothing. Some says it is post menopause symptom. But whatever it is , its all gloomy. Life is … i dont know.. Feel free to reciprocate…Jai Shri Hari