In surrender,
I kneeled
In Pain,
I prayed and
In Loss
I appealed

My eyes red in anger
My throat sore and fatigued
I traveled home

To hear my master for eternal relief
To see my master and thus be healed.

Make me reunite with my lost soul
Dear Master, give me just a reason to smile again

I’m failing myself in pursuit of this goal.

I just humbly ask You in prayer
Whatever I desire, dear Master, You know
I am standing in prayer

As a right that You bestow
My Master, please don’t be indifferent to me
My Master, don’t be estranged this is my plea

There must be dusk, there must be a dawn
When my destiny will bring to you
Whatever my Master’s heart says, I will hear
God only knows when this will come to bear

Dear God, now please give me a reason to delight
I’m failing myself in this fight

For so long, I am addressing you in prayer
For so long, I am addressing you in prayer
My Lord, please don’t be indifferent to me
My Lord, don’t be estranged this is my plea

18Th March 2022, I landed Sri Badrika ashram with a  grumpy swollen face as if I got compartment in the 12th exam :). 

My heartfelt thanks to my Guru sister  @Kirtee Om for hearing my immature wailings.

Swamiji answered all my questions via his discourse and I came back home regaining my lost smile as evident in the pictures

All glories to Swamiji

Did someone say cheese? Did Someone say Cheese?
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