Me Time.

Jai Shri Radhey Shyam!
Jai Shri Hari!

I offer my obeisance to the Divine in you.

Well instead of telling about anything else today I’ll talk about myself. Just a quick look at myself to see what has been changed. Well I was the person who talks with friends for hours on calls, don’t know why, now all those things seems meaningless. I was the person who loved to go to relatives home and to have late night talks with family members. I loved to enjoy parties, weddings and other functions.

But know I’m a completely different person from last 3 years. Now I don’t want to talk on calls for hours, I just want to finish talk in few minutes only. Now I just want to stay at home or may be at my hostel, I don’t want to go to someone’s home. I don’t like to talk too much to family members like most of the talks are meaningless, everyone talks about one another’s life. 

So last month I told all this to one of my friend although my statement was not complete that time, by listening this only he just told me that Bro you are in depression…. Well he didn’t asked me what you like now. Well, what are you thinking? Am I in depression?

Hahahahaha Lol that’s quiet funny that these are the symptoms of depression, I searched this on google.

What I like now, my actual me time.

Now I don’t want to talk more, don’t want to travel, I just want to sit in some quiet place in the lap of divine mother Nature or in my own room. Instead of extending any talk with anyone I want to end the talk in minimum words as much I can. Well I just to sit in my room just want to chant holy name or want to read something good, or to write on os.me I want to close  my ends and to see the Divine in my heart. This is what I can call my me time… Well  I don’t feel like this is depression, it’s just like the things which are important to others are less important to me and the things which are important to me are less important to them.

Just chant the holy name of divine and follow the directions of Shri Gurudev, you will definitely meet Shri Hari!

Sorry if I hurt someone’s feelings.

Jai Shri Radhey Shyam!

Jai Shri Hari!