Money…. Power…and rest everything else

Jai Shri Hari Pariwar.. Everyday , every moment thoughts are hitting me like waves of the ocean. It seems I will never be free of them. Some times good thought, sometimes bad thoughts.. it is a mixture of things.  Well then you can very well imagine that how good I am at meditation. I  feel I am the worst meditator.   so be it…I was thinking about money.  So can money buy everything? I think most of the things…Someone told a  nice thing about money.. If you are sad and want to cry choose a place.. inside of a Mercedes or by the side of the road, standing alone in mid day sun.. there is a lot difference. I beg your pardon, I am not going to deeper level. I mean how many people are going to deeper level? Very few people think in a deeper level. it is just an concept about money. But money can buy a lot of things. When I drive , I often see the road side beggars and the beggars who basically stand near the ,traffic signal post and beg .Deep inside I feel bad and guilty also. Sometimes I give them money sometimes I ignore. I should not but then i think what should  I do? These things hunt you after you start your spiritual journey.

                                                                                    Yesterday while I was having my bath , I suddenly found an itching sensation in  my right chest. I figured that  a small patch was created. So I visited the skin specialist whose clinic was near to my house. I visited her some years back. But this time the whole set up was changed, The clinic was more spacious. Every where there were marbles. It was very sophisticated. I mean you can smell money. I observed the patients who were waiting there. Some were middle class people like me and some were lower middle class. The entry ticket was Rs 500. She prescribed me a medicine of Rs  4000. I mean I have some idea about the private clinic and how they are tied up with the medicine shop and how the commission and percentage thing  work. I know the people who were poor can never afford such costly medications.  But this is it, This is the way the world operates . I remember the movie song.. KALA BAZAR….1989 released. 

                                                                                       than than ki suno jhankaar

                                                                                       ye dunia hai kala bazar, ye paisa bolta hai

                                                                                               ye paisa bolta hai…

There is no end to it.  There is no escape. We all are trapped in the system.  If you retaliate or rebel you will simply thrown out of the system. So this is how the world operates.  Some days back a group of medicine specialists were arrested for selling duplicate HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE  medicine. I mean .. seriously… we are staying in chaos. Whom to trust? I am not telling any divine thing here. It is mostly our day to day experience in life and how at large we have to deal with the society in particular. Let us come to my home. My mother is very kind hearted. She always gives food and clothing to my maid. She never misbehaves with her. But the maid is never grateful. Rather she always tries to take advantage of my mother for being INNOCENT.  So the world is a bad place for the innocents. and there is n o end to it. All worship God. But nobody wants to walk in a godly manner .Everything has a price. In a cheaper level if i am doing something for you i have to get my commission. A friend of mine just said it accidentally. 

                                                                                            So this is about it. Thank you for reading my writing as I said before that I am not a writer. Mostly I write what I feel.  Today is the end night of Navratri.  Happy Dusserah to all of you. May Maa Durga gives you peace and blessings and prosperity. Jai Shri HARI. (PS.) My mother is better now. All grace.. koti naman..