My Secret Rendezvous

The tangy taste of Danhi baraa in mouth and crispy Cheela s ghee on my fingers makes me write this blog.

Yes i just had it 5 minutes back.

Today after 10 days of off carbohydrates,off sugar ,off daals,off tea ,off milk and off Oats too diet made my will power off too.

It was time to go on the Rendezvou to rejuvenate myself and become bubbly again!

Yesterday while giving a long character sketch of mine to a Patiyala homeopathy Doctor who diagnose and treat patients on symptoms i revealed this secret.

Since it is revealed it is not a secret and my Os me family must know it too.

Since childhood my best way to elevate my mood,feel physical, emotional and financial freedom is to venture out alone in eating joints secretly without informing my family.

As a child the culture of churan wallah and Chingum waala was quiet prevalent in our colony ( most inhabited there were Pakistan refugees),i often used to buy and eat these with some yellow round paapars around my finger!( The money i spent was a big box of coins my Bapu had allowed me to take any number from).

As a teenager i often are Tomatoe soup and choupsey quietly from chineese van ! My parents wondered to how my stomach grows fat while their delicate daughter just doesn’t eat dinner.

As a college goer the Canteen chowmein with Fanta were a secret happy givers ( though i used to have a heavy b fast of bread omlett and cofee)

As office started Mac Donald came to India and was my usual hot spot for lunch.

When kids were to be born i never felt like cooking for myself and Madras cafe became my nanny( no one at home knew )

With kids and me Pizza hut ,Domino’s, taco bell and street side tikki ,bhel poori and paav bhaji were mood changers from stressful chores.

With Health consciousness knocking the door now my refuge is Subway and salad bars or dhokla idlee Bikaner/ Haldiram.

Do u know how eating out alone with fun things of your choice can be  a mood changer?

Have u tried dating yourself?

If not 

Never too late.

Pamper yourself and keep smiling Buddies!