A lot to say but where to start and when to finish…. there is no end to it. Only this much I know you are an oasis in the desert.  A long long walk .. sometimes I am tired, sometimes  i ,  am drenched in cold, sometimes my feet burn in the sand..the path is long and there seems no end to it.. but i know you are there… an oasis in the desert… It seems impossible to me. Can i reach you?  Will i die before reaching? I do not know.. I am tired.. Everything is possible when there is alignment.. right??  Everything has to allign when something bigger happens.. it seems so easy but too difficult to reach. I am trapped in so many things. But somethings are pure.. they are not at fault. I am compassionate but I am not like you.  The soul is innocent.  It is tender  and fragile.  What do you think about Faustus? Was he a fool? Why he decided to sell his soul to Lucifer? Only to experience the nectar on world which you call ignorance. The snake gulped Faustus  in its poison.. Faustus drowned  , for eternity his soul became slave  of mephistophilis and Lucifer? He suffered , he cried yet he gave his commitment. May be Faustus will be released by lucifer someday because of his loyalty and truthfulness.. like Faustus we all are trapped with lucifer.. as if we also have signed the contract with our blood.  There is no end to suffering.. Lucifer wins.. He mocks at us.. but I know you are there. An oasis in the desert.. Someday i will reach.. we both know.. Time will tell. Everything will align. Sun , moon, stars all will smile.. The desert will flourish  with flower.. you will become the fountain…