Please Let Me Be Your Child Anyway Swamiji 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

My humble salutations at your divine lotus feet Swamiji 🌺💐

Will you not hold my hand and Let me be your child anyway Swamiji 🙏🙏

At times I am humble, Other times I am arrogant. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

At times I hold your hand, other times I run away to play. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

At times I feel I am zero, other times I feel I know it all. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

At times I feel I have surrendered totally at your lotus feet, other times I feel the resistance within. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

At times I wonder what good karma have I done that I have been graced by you, other times I question am I any less deserving. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

At times I feel I should not trouble you with my trivial problems or request you to come in my dreams, but then I expect to be taken care too. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

Neither I have profiency in any language nor do I know the language of love and bhakti. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

I know not any scripture, mantra, or sadhana, yet I feel proud for no reason at all. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

I have no control over my anger, or emotions yet I feel I am the level- headed. Let me be your child anyway Swamiji

Will you not forgive me for my ignorance and  atrocities, And hold me close to you And let me be your child Swamiji?

Please don’t test me Swamiji for I shall not pass any, please fill my heart and every atom of my being with love and bhakti for you Bhagwan. Let me become your proud child oneday, someday🙏🙏

PS: I have scribbled here my true feelings. Sorry for any mistakes grammatical or for childish writing 🙏🙏