अभी भी  साधना एप्प के स्वर्ण मन्दिर से गूँज रही है महालक्ष्मी जी की आरती अथवा तो स्तुति – की मधुर ध्वनि…… आ… हा…..

प्रथम अनुभव तो सदैव प्रथम ही होता है… आ.. हा…

जय जय हे मधुसूदन…नी…….

जय जय हे महिषासुर मरदिनी की तर्ज पर  यह स्तुति वास्तव में आलौकिक है.

आ  हा….  सुपर आनंद… आलौकिक आनंद….

Please please taste it once if you have not already.

 

And yes, स्थान also matters a lot….. a lot…. Where you are while doing sadhana. 🙇‍♀️

 

When you get up and see around, if “live” things  out number the dead ones, then miracle is bound to happen.

 

Well, yesterday somehow my own inner being pulled me out of dead surroundings and placed me in the  room surrounded with “life”.  And, and the results are remarkable.

 

I strongly recommend a change of surroundings for experiencing better quality  spiritual life.

 

Today is my first day at Solan, Jatoli to be precise, all by myself, in a well equipped, comfortable room with kitchenette .  This is the second best thing I could offer to my soul. If not in Ashram, at least in its neighbourhood.

 

Here, chirping of birds and not ringing of door bell woke me up.  When in balcony, lush green LIVE trees  and not rows of DEAD cars are surrounding me.  Constant sound of engines and honking horns is replaced with occasional sound of a vehicle or two.

Friends, surroundings play a remarkable role.

My bigger challenge towards self healing was the vibes from environment – the rubbish spread by Netflix ‘ abusive dialogues,  lust for money and material seen all around  via other minds, and total absence of any liking towards tastes that my mind admires.  All this had been adding to my agony. 

Yestetday I woke up. Rather my inner hunger over shadowed everything else. I decided.  I courageously decided to wake up, to recognise my requirements for survival.   And took a firm step for self protection.  Just 11 hours total journey from Noida home to Solan home, and here I am. Living, Laughing,  if not yet Loving and Giving.

We all, especially the householders, need to understand our innermost needs, sooner or later.  Our past choices are our responsibilities. Along with it, I am my own responsibility as well.  And sparing and digging out some “me time” is just a part of that responsibility . I tell myself. Its not a चोरी चकारी. Nor is this taking away someone else’s right. 

Friends suppression is poisonous. Slow poison. Before long,  recognise this and act accordingly.

And see how fast you flourish again, start to bloom again. Why wither away while doing nothing. 

मुरझाना तो हर फूल को है ही एक दिन. तो क्यों न प्रभु के चरणों में पहुँच कर मुरझायें. ❤

Let’s all walk our path a bit more mindfully, and rightfully.  Let’s recognise and accept our different requirements, different from them who are part of our dutiful life. 😊. Let’s give ourselves some food that we actually relish. And create a healthy balance,  where me and you, I and others – we all have space and place for each one of us. 🥰

 

Yes, am detach fully attached. I have learnt to snatch my rightful share of few days.  Just few days away from pollution –   of air, of noise as also of minds.

Jai Shri Hari.

🥰🥰.