The Alone Time….

There have always been limited lives that this life connected with. They were all sent by providence and these bonds were effortlessly made. All conversations with them have always been very deep and touching the soul.

Yet off late as if guided by That unseen power, every single one has moved on. Not all at once, but since a few months one after the other, these precious lives have settled in their own peace and calm. Meaning that they have reached that point where conversations do not have much importance now. Yet my heart is not there yet.

Forever believing that it is by the Supreme One’s Will that we connect and His Will that we drift apart, but accepting this is not as easy I thought it would be.

My heart still craves for those phone calls where we share each other’s feelings and we also talk about the Supreme and ofcourse the Beloved Master Who since decades has been the connecting link to each of these lives. It craves to speak and pour out about Him and about the beautiful spiritual journey that connected us.

Yet as there is this understanding that my being has to move away from this attachment as well, I hold my heart and make an attempt to explain to it about how His play always gives permanant happiness and not temporary solace. 

Solitude is such a gift for a seeker and when it did come as a part of the bigger plan, I am crumbling and giving in to the urge to force conversations. 

He Who has showered every single gift , will have to teach me to find the bliss in this precious gift that He sent out of compassion and boundless love. 

He has to lead this heart to find Him in this nothingness and He has to show that this emptiness is infact filled with Him and truly is the most complete experience.

My heart waits, absolutely certain that He will come to my rescue soon, as He always does.

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