Jai Sri Hari 🌼
Today I thought sharing about Mother Divine’s Leela that happened on Rakshabandhan but due to some reason I’m not sharing that right now, maybe tomorrow. Everything happens at it’s own time.
I read Nalin Bhaiya’s post
today and it reminded me of something. I had a friend of mine, more than a friend actually. We used to hang out and all our friends thought that we were in a relationship or something serious but I was really not in to that thing. Maybe she was expecting something from my side but I didn’t said anything.
Then one day she confessed her feelings. I didn’t knew at that time what to say, so I said ok fine let’s see how it goes and we started our journey. But then I realised after sometime this is not what I wanted always, just because she confessed her feelings and I was unable to say no because it’ll hurt her, I said yes. But I was hurting her more by not telling that I’m not feeling anything. I pushed that relationship for few months like seven or eight but then I told her what I felt from all this time.
I told her clearly, see I don’t feel anything for you and I said yes because I didn’t wanted to see you in pain, being as a good friend of mine I hope you’ll understand me. But I was telling all this after 8 months, she was expecting so much from me and now her all dreams remained just dreams.
It was my fault that I didn’t told her in the beginning, I wasted her as well as mine time.
Then she started hating me, we don’t talk to each now, we are not in contacts. But still I always feel guilty for doing this.
Maybe I’m good in someone’s story but there are stories where I played an evil Character…
We all are bad in someone’s story.
This was my other side.
What’s yours?
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