When She Calls. Part 3 in Spirituality

We are here because we wished in our past to be here. Sooner or later whatever we wish nature will try to make it happen. But tell me is it possible to visit the abode of Maa who created this Nature?

So when you visit her holy places then it doesn’t mean you wished to be here and she granted this. No not at all, it’s all because she wants you to be here.

Same was the case of mine when I visited her abode. You know Maa have different forms.

I wonder how some people say that there are so many different deities and I don’t know who’s my isht. I thank my Guru and Swami ji who blessed a sinner like me with the wisdom that there is no difference.

When I want to seek knowledge I ask Maa now I need some wisdom and please bless me. Then Maa says, Oh Child! Don’t worry I’m Vagvadini and Gayatri.

Now I request Mother, Maa I need money and all Sri then MAA says, I’m Sri.

Now MAA I want to see your form which protects her child from all evils. Maa says, see I’m Kali.

Aing Hring Sring Aing Hring Kilng Chamundaye Vichhe.

Now MAA I want to worship you in your most pure form where you are not doing anything but just showering the nectar of love, bliss.

Maa says, now go to Vrindavan and see me as Radhika!

Bolo Radha Rani ki Jai.

After my visit to Guru Maharaj Ji’s abode I was blessed with his grace and he cleared my all doubts which were not doubts actually. I regret why I asked such silly questions in front of him to which Maharaj ji replied very politely.

Next day I decided to visit My dada Guru’s kutiya before that I thought of visiting Sri. Ji’s temple. When I went inside the temple and I was stunned to see that today is wedding of our Yugal sarkar (we call it Byahula).

With tears of happiness in my eyes I was seeing this beautiful wedding and I forgot everything and don’t know how two hours passed.

I was very thankful to Sri Ji to bless me with her darshana.

And you know I missed Radha Ashtami festival in vrindavan and when I visited my Dada Guru Ji’s kutiya there he was celebrating Radha Ashtami with some devotees.

What? It’s not time of Radha Ashtami. It’ll be in September. But it’s all her Leela.

And till now I didn’t visited Banke Bihari Temple but on my last day I went to see him. And always you’ll find a great crowd there but somehow I got time to see him from that crowd. For almost 15-20 minutes I got his darshana.

And the most difficult thing was to come back.

But this time I was not alone. Guru Maharaj Ji gave me his Paduka 🥺🌼.