When the Lion Roared Again, As is Its Vritti

Past three weeks were the most mindful time of my mortal life so far. It was clearly visible in the quality of life as well. Earlier if there was an average of 1 argument a day with my family , now there had been only one in entire span of three weeks. I would not say there were no close calls though. ITs just that when I heard my partner say things which earlier inevitably lead to both of us bickering, now it just provoked me less and I was keenly aware to steer conversation into gentle warm areas away from the anger zone.

It all ended though when I was accused of some dishonesty which I did not commit and it hurt my pride beyond expressible limit. As far as I can recall I haven’t commited too many dishonest acts in my life. Maybe a few in my whole life till now and for some reason this particular accusation leaves me very rattled. Earlier also I was accused of moving money here and there once and It left me shattered, since its money I could atleast look into bankstatements and provide screenshots and prove my honesty although emotinally I got a jolt as to be extra cautious and accouting savvy(in my own house) which is rather sad.

This time the accusation is such that there is nothing I can do to prove that I did not do it and the only person who knows I did not do it is me and swamiji offcourse( as he knows everything). He is the only one I trust anyway. But I lost my awareness grip totally and got very very angry at this accuser. Even now I am not balanced at all because I have been called a cheater and liar which I’m not. 

In this situation I am clueless as that what my ideal conduct should be to be honest.