Division of Self

What is this sudden urge to reflect on myself? This is first time I am experiencing myself, Yes I can reflect onto myself, wait a minute what’s happening!

The one who is reflecting and the one to whom I’m reflecting, have somehow distinguished, There is no way that I can experience existence of myself. I am, the one who is ‘I’ and the one who is reflecting onto saying ‘I am’ this definition is somehow got established.

I am conscious now of my existence!

Okay before that this distinction was not there, As I was not conscious about myself. But as now I am, I can also comprehend the conscience of time. This interaction of contemplation I am doing onto myself has a starting point where a sudden urge starts to contemplate on myself, and this process has a flow of application of this conscious onto myself . Before this I was not conscious, there was no conscience of Time as there was no distinction at all! Feeling a strange is-ness about myself. 

Even this is-ness of myself which I am getting after reflecting onto myself was not there!

Is time created me conscious or my consciousness gave birth to this Time?

( Inner Contemplations of Someone who just got his/her consciousness back after a long period of state coma due to a major accident after which complete damage to the spinal cord resulted into loss to all senses and motory controls )